My mom went shopping and I didn't go. I told myself that the next trip downtown will be after my exams. My mom and dad actually told me to get out of the house to breathe in some fresh, clean and crisp air. My dad doesn't like the idea of me cooping up in my room all day. I didn't really study though. I was either lazing on my bed or reading a storybook. I didn't really do anything constructive unless you call reading a book constructive at this point of time lol. My dad wants to take me out for dinner tonight. He told me to decide on a place. Like hell I know where. Duhh?? I hardly dine out nowadays. All I know is uh, steamboat at marina?? Pastamania?? Restaurants at the esplanade?? NYDC at wheelock place?? The thing is, none of them interest me at all. I would actually be quite contented to eat instant noodles today given the fact that I would grimace whenever I see those noodles. Hmm, maybe I should suggest going to zion road hawker. I haven't had hawker food in a long time. Blame the exams. I'm currently listening to Mariah's music box. I think of the music box I have. My friends bought it for me on my last birthday. It has been put to good use ever since I laid hands on it. You know, I feel really awkward at home. I only study when I'm serious, I don't usually force myself to absorb but I really feel so useless. As in, I'm so used to the hectic time in school. Suddenly home seems like haven. Now I got all the time to study and I'm procrastinating. One fine day, I should kick myself. Hard. When I think of the holidays approaching, I can't help but be excited. I have planned to do so many things and I'm really excited. It's pretty difficult to control myself. Still, I'm under control. Lol.